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Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
-Reprimand me..i give a shit...-
It's been a long time..Havent really had a chance to get to the "create post" page lately.
So..here it goes..
Last sunday..i was 5 Large shots of vodka and 2 beers down.Havent had mixed drinks for quite sometime now and yes..it did take its toll on me.And i am proud to say that i can still hold myself staright and get back home and yes get online and try to talk sense in a converstaion.
I came to know yesterday that my ecstatic state which i try and hide from a few people(who dont appreciate it) was discussed by someone whom i had totally trusted.
And i have to admit it didnt hurt me but i surely got a little upset with that person.I guess i never ezpected the person to discuss me with his closed ones...
i guess i was wrong.so anyways...I became a subject of casual taunts about my drinking habits and ah yes..never forget the smoking debate that i keep getting into with people..
Ahh..the dos and the donts..
Hey girl..u gotto slow down..
hey babe..its not good for your health....
hey.. you shouldnt be smoking....
hey..its only taking away from you....
hey.. you are ruining your life.....
ARGH...Take a walk people!!!!
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>The Fallen<
My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...
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