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Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
-Im doing good....-
Just woke up from sleep.Its about 3pm ist and i dont feel like leaving the bed.
Got a constant throbbing in my head
i see about 6 msgs on my cell fone flashing.
Couple of offliners on the desktop.
wonder would peoples' life change is i was not around?
would it have been better or worse.
Yesterday i was asked by a friend of mine to "check out" this site which had something to do with buddhism and nichiren and the way of peace and individuality and how you can first overcome your own faults and hence try and make the world a better place and stuff.
He kinda was shocked after he went through my blog and seriously thought that i had harped upon my suicidal tendencies and am on my way to self destruct.
I very much love myself and the small small things around me bring me happiness.I do have a special someone in my life and yes i love chocolates too.
So i dont see anything that is worth a worry.
Currently feeling:
Listening to:
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| This angel fell @ 2:53 PM |
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>The Fallen<
My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...
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