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Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here
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Friday, September 01, 2006
-boink..boink-
It's been along time that i got into one of my "good" mood swings..i am usually grouchy, mouthing off irrationally, talking loads of crap and abuses in my mother tougue come out as someone wud throw up after gluging about15 shots of tequila, half a bottle of scotch and few beers nd maybe a quarter bottle of vodka .....
I call this my " boink boink" mood..Someone was very surprised that i was indeed capable of just being happy without any reason..coming to think of it..i am..just happy..nothing special happened today apart from the fact that i hav been quite bed ridden since 2 days.....as i stepped into office in the morning i felt nauseated and sick..so i ran back home right after lunch time hoping to catch up on some sleep which i have been missing from a couple of weeks lately...
But as god wud have it his way...i cudnt get any....So at the end of the day..im sitting here..going all bonkers..laughing madly enuf to look like a whacked pigeon....and yeah...going" boink boink"....
Currently feeling: boink boink....
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My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...
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