>me<

Welcome to my World..

Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here

>Reminisce<

Thursday, August 17, 2006

-Someday....maybe..-

He was lying down next to me.So close.It was chilly outside and the late night drive had had exhausted me to the bones.I walked in and i saw him lying on the couch changing channels.Was not sure what was he watching.He raised his head , tilted it to his right side and smiled.The smile that gives me the courage to go on.To keep pushing and moving ahead.To wait for another day to begin.At that split second i knew i could take on the whole world.I decided to change into this green t-shirt of mine-quite old one but still manages to cover me up adequately.And i snuggled up on the bed with my quilt.All of a sudden i felt his left hand pull me towards him.And i realised resisting wouldnt be of much use.So i gave in and we just lay there.None of us were talking.Just floating around in our quietus.I was almost drifting into sleep when i felt him running his hands through my hair and i heard myself say " stop smelling my hair"....All i heard was ..nothing...but i knw he had that life saving smile on his face.He gently moved the strands of hair from my neck and placed a kiss just too perfect.This is how i got my first kiss of the day.And fell in love all over again.........
Someday this would come true....Someday....

Currently feeling: Lost

Listening to: With arms wide open.....

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| This angel fell @ 2:03 PM |

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>The Fallen<
My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...