>me<

Welcome to my World..

Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here

>Reminisce<

Saturday, August 12, 2006

-Most of them say this is me...-

At my darkest moments, i feel frustrated.At work and school, i do best when i'm organizing.When i love someone, i tend to worry about them.I was a excellent cook in my past life.In friendship, i am emotional and sympathetic.i will leave a mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books....And i say..This is non-sense...

So this is what i am , from the one who knows me; is a part of me:

The walls keep closing in, its harder to stop the pain and the screams
The voices in my head just get louder, stories of hurt, betrayal and shattered dreams
Cant hold it in much longer, it may be time to unleash the Beast.

Tear it all down, abandon all hope Ye who enter here
Enter the lair of the Beast, My world where happiness has not a prayer
Now I write my own rules, its time to unleash the Beast

Step into my world , where caring hands slash at my heart
Where the shade that nurtures, terrifies and bears my demons in the dark
Where tired legs, cant stop , for the Beast is unleashed.

Now the shadows are my home, and pain is my mistress
Where my salvation is in death and the Grims sweet caress
I am the Beast and I am unleashed.

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| This angel fell @ 3:08 PM |

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>The Fallen<
My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...