>me<

Welcome to my World..

Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here

>Reminisce<

Thursday, August 03, 2006

-I still......-

I watch the western sky the sun is sinking
Before i could realise it got me thinking
I did not miss u much i did not suffer
What did not kill me just made me tougher

I feel the summer goes its fiery sinews
Now in the starry night the case continues
Another night in the court the same old trial
The same old questions asked the same denial
The shadows close around me like jury members
I look for answers in fires embers
Would i be missing you for the rest of the years?
I give my usual line i dont remember

Another summer will come with fiery fingers creep
Into these bones of mine these memories will never sleep
With all the differences we keep our distances
Why should it follow?
How much i loved you to let you go?

What is the force that binds the stars?
I wear this mask to hide my scars
What is the power that pulls the tide?
Never could find a place to hide
What moves the earth around the sun?
What else can i do but run and run?

Afraid to love, afraid to fail
Like a mast without a sail
The moon becomes a fingers nail and slowly is sinking
Another day begins and still i am thinking
That this indifference of yours, was my invention
When everything i did, caught your attention

You were my compass star you were my measure
You were my pirates map of buried treasure
If this was all correct, the last thing i would expect
The prosecution might just rest and its time to confess

I still love you
I still love you....

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| This angel fell @ 5:13 PM |

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>The Fallen<
My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...