>me<

Welcome to my World..

Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here

>Reminisce<

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

-Angel....-

Every night I slept with the demons of wrath and pain,
My eyes would tell a story, but nobody would listen to what I’m saying

Beaten down to the ground, I lay bloodied among the ruins of a dream
Trapped inside the recesses of my mind, lost in the echoes of a scream

Till one day, I closed my eyes and said, I shall hurt no more
Letting go was the easiest thing to do, like a boat drifting away from the shore

Then through the haze of pain, came a voice that was sweet and clear
A voice reminding me of love, a voice that stroked my heart and called me near

Pulling me back from the abyss, you wiped away years of scars
You said a lot, yet said nothing, never promising me the moon and the stars

You talked of a love that would make me rage and cry
But you gave me life and hope and the will to try

Like the breaking of sunrise from the top of a tree
You showed me a path, you let me loose, you set me free

You are my angel, my nightingale during a dark night, my guiding light
I may lay cut and bleeding today, but i shall never fall, but stand and fight

You gave me a reason to live, the hope o wake up and the strength to go on
You’re the reality i have been waiting for, every minute for oh so long.

Someday i hope you understand what you mean to me,
With my last dying breath I’ll make u smile, someday you’ll see.

Currently feeling: Missed

Listening to: Heartache....

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| This angel fell @ 5:04 PM |

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>The Fallen<
My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...