>me<

Welcome to my World..

Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay There's always one reason To feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference Escaping one last time It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there You're in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here

>Reminisce<

Monday, July 16, 2007

-Insane ..huh?-

Its drizzling outside. With a leathery feel on my palms I slowly rose from the bed and walked to the window. He was lying next to the foot of the cot. The sledgehammer rested on the pillow. It was a pink pillow cover with small white lilies in paint , scattered on it. A sense of pride and accomplishment swept me away and i started jumping up and down on the ground. I was happy. Happy as a small girl who has just got rid of an ugly lizard wriggling on the wall of her bedroom from a few days. I was happy as bird that learnt to fly all by self. I was happy as a dry-cleaned shirt after a tumble wash. (Maybe not that funny). But i was freakingly laughing loudly. Suddenly i thought i saw the index finger move. To be sure i tread slowly across the room and picked up the hammer. I felt a sense of strength and as the blood rushed into my head i brought the hammer down on his head again. And again. And again.
Then all was quiet. As if nothing had happened.
I was happy again.

|

| This angel fell @ 5:10 PM |

__________

>The Fallen<
My name is...it doesn't matter....All you need to know is that I am a psychoneurotic.I am paranoid.I am obsessive.I am unpredictable. I am jealous.I am domineering.I am over-protective.I suffer from obsessive compulsive disorder. I am a nervous wreck.I am hydrophobic.I am confused. I am guilty.I suffer from mnemophobia.I am unjustified.I am disturbed, demented, deranged and distracted. I am Acrophobic.I am a pessimist.I believe that any man is a sad excuse for a human being.I wish killing men would be legalised. I would have been seen carrying a shot gun with me all the time.I sincerely believe that yin is stronger than yang. I still believe that fire spitting dragons exist even now. I am a crazy shit headed control freak. You are probably much more saner than me..And i probably dont give a shit...